Hello People (!)
I'm back.
Well, it's been hard for me for this current year.
It's not a matter of how success i will be after this year, but i really hope i can get a better future.
But, to me it seems that i have given up on trusting my friends.
I didn't want it to happen but it seems that after i have again 'We Got Married', it's like i'm have been always like that after my secondary 3 life.
I have given up the trust i have with the friends that i use to love, and also a trust that i must give when i have a close relationship with him.
That's why i have choose to say goodbye to him, because it's too tough for me to have him with me although i need him.
All this isn't what i should have in me, but as what Siney have said, she got hurt too much by the people around her.
And that's why she can't open her heart once again to people that want to go close her.

Until today, i then understand why i choose to give up on my friends and him.
I'm sorry for all this but it's gonna be in me forever i guess.

PS : The reason i give up on you, it's not that i don't love you.
But it's i can't open my heart to anyone that wanted to come close me.
I can't give you the trust that i must give you.
the problem i have, i'm sorry to hurt you.
Sorry for not giving you the trust, but hope you live well.
Thank you for once loving me.

&NSQ signed off @9:09 PM