Just one minute ago,
My beloved sister just say 'i'll love you forever.'
Of cause i'll believe you, but the fact doesn't happen eventually.
I'm happy enough you once accompany me and play with me.
I don't want to hope for anything anymore.
Because once before, someone told me "i'll celebrate your birthday, i swear."
But i hope for it so much, waited it to come.
It finally came, but the person who said it broke my heart.
The promise is no longer forever anymore.
I have learn not to trust what people told me sincerely and truly words.
Words that said forever, no longer promised.

My beloved sister,
You can say "i'll love you forever."
But can i trust what you said?
Should i say, i just need you all with me.
I don't need promises, just you all accompany me till i finish secondary.

Sister, Sister.
i just want to tell you, even if there's no one love you anymore, i'll be there for you.
You have friends that love you with whole heart.
Cherish them, before like me (:
i love you forever :D

&NSQ signed off @9:01 PM

Watched Twilight today !
Omfg, it's like so finally.
I thought of forget it watching it, because eeyun didn't contact me accompany me go watch.
But she contact me on Saturday.
haha, so finally.

My Dearest Friend, Eeyun.

Sorry to waste your money accompany me watch Twilight again.
Hoping that you're not angry.
Just i didn't have chance to watch with any other people.
You will not need my love, But i have to say.
You're my best friend forever because you're the one with me when i alone.
Thank you for everything and accompany me.
(:

After the movie went back to Eeyun's house and slack awhile.
When Amanda reach Eeyun's house, pack up and head off to Suntec City.
Actually we go there is to find kaiyin, but seems like she doesn't work today.
So slack abit at MacDonald.
After that head off to Tampines Blk201 buy my school shoes.
And head back home.

That's all for today.
:D

&NSQ signed off @7:32 PM

You're going further and further away from me.
Shadows of yours, no longer able to see.

You can't imagine how much i want you to be with me.
Cause the memories you gave me,
The promise you made for me.
Had all faded in the sky that we use to see.

Just the last second,
I'll hold my breath, won't drop a single tear.
And say goodbye.
The promise you made, is no longer forever.

&NSQ signed off @9:50 PM

171208, <3.

The very first time that i went out with a bunch of boys?
What a nice outing huh, Eeyun?
Taking from parkway parade to Orchard?

That's so shocking day for me.
Walking around Orchard doing nothing.
Go Wheelock Place find esther.
And, i'm that unlucky to meet those selling rubbish's guy.
Keep asking us buy the thing.
What the, wasted my $4.

I'm already that poor, and he still took away my money.
*Crys*
Nevermind, and then walking for about 2hours?
they wanted go city hall, i didn't went and head back home.

I was totally mad of walking.
Damn tired, and my mother still there nagging.
How i wish could say a FUCK!
Can't she just let me rest awhile then i'll do work for her?
She just kept nagging none stop saying "don't be so unhappy when i ask you do things?"
Argh, just shut her mouth.
I'm mad today.

Twilight !
My love movie, i'll see you very soon !
:D
Mydearest ; Miss you forever.
LotsOfLovees.

&NSQ signed off @8:11 PM

Hiyah Everyone.

Went to buy books today !
Hmm, nothing much, just went school bought my books.
accompany eeyun and darren buy their books too.

And then she went home put her books.
Head off to Great World City Golden Village.
Hahas, what a nice thing.
We watch Four Christmases.
But the weird thing is that,
is that movie boring?
Inside there was like, only 14 person watching that movie?
That's so ohmygod.

That movie was totally nice.
Quite funny.
I love that movie.
Hahas.
After that head home rest.

That's all for today.
:D

&NSQ signed off @9:18 PM

She won't cry because you are no longer there for her.
But to smile and think back those memories you gave her.
Because she once before treat you as her everything,
She will not hate you but to love you forever.

I'll smile because you once before there for me,
Think back those beautiful memories you and me once have,
Sometimes have a look at you.

Don't even be surpise that,
she will try to get you back by her side just for that one second.
But she knows it's impossible.

Just today,
Let her love you as if she's yours once before again.
And get back to the past again.

I'll forever smile infont of you,
Because once before you love me like everything.
With <3.

&NSQ signed off @9:29 PM